lost queen , what do you think your people would think of your choice in a mate and the children you had with him? Would they accept that one of their queens chose a human to love and have children with ? Would your gods even accept it?

Lost Queen : I doubt they would approve, they wouldn’t approve of love in any way, shape, or form.

But, given the circumstances, if they were still around today, they’d have bigger problems than me falling in love with a human and having his offspring. Or, if my people even survived The Fall, I wouldn’t have even allied myself with Kaos in the first place. As a ‘what if’, if my people from the past saw a glimpse of my future like this, I’m very sure they’d support the punishment of myself, Kaos, and possibly even my children being executed. Havok and Hysteria could be spared if they swore off loyalty to me and their father and promised themselves to the people. Of course, to prove that, they’d have to be the ones to carry out the execution. 

My people were not merciful with the aspect of love. It was one of the reasons why I was so reluctant when I first realized I was falling in love with Kaos. The fact I admitted my love and carried on breeding with him despite me never fighting him in the ways of our culture, I would not only be considered a danger to my people, but I would need to pay the ultimate price for willingly letting the poison corrupt my mind.

I still believe that if I hadn’t fallen in love with Kaos, I would not be as sane as I am now. Kaos is not the best mate, but without him and my children, I would not have been strong enough to start to heal from The Fall. I would not have met the Doom Raiders, like Jack, who have also given me strength.

Maybe one day my people will come back, and when our Gods awaken, I will face the consequences of my choices.