Lost Queen : All those years ago, I was still a very broken dragon. I had been forced to banish my only living child, and if I didn’t have Kaos, I don’t know if I would have stayed remotely sane. I had nothing but a dim hope to somehow avenge my people, nothing else.
When I found I was with child, I was incredibly scared. I wasn’t ready to have another, not after losing so many. Hybrids could happen between Kuros and other species… but sometimes, it didn’t work. Stillborns, or young deaths were possible, and I was terrified this would happen. There had never been a human dragon hybrid before, I had no context, I was so, so very scared I would lose my child. I knew I wouldn’t be able to handle that…
But the moment Havok hatched from his egg, so full of ferocity and life… I can’t even begin to explain it. All of the pain I had been carrying vanished, all of my fears, my grief… for that brief time, I felt unbelievable joy and love again. Yinn Vok, my son, made me realize that I still had purpose. He gave me new vigor to reclaim my pride and honor. He did not replace the holes in my heart that my past children had left… but he made his own, big spot.